previous notes:
number two
yesterday i felt
the pain of knowing
i will never touch
(you again)
i am embarassed
i am worn
into small woven pieces that tread in stagnent waters
i am alone in my haven
i am longing for your touch to tell me
that you are there
(you are everywhere)
i am engulfed in your shadow
i carry so much pain
i told you i would do anything
that i am living unrealistically without gain
(without you)
i am lying to myself
i need
I NEED
WHAT must one do in order to figure out where
their next footprint should go
i am walking into lands of pavement and you
will never f i n d m e a g a i n
removal of oneself
is what i must do
in order to stop
loving you
