He disappears so quickly, that it worries me
he catches me completely,
and it worries me

i concentrate till morning time
when the sun does kiss the ground
and spend the nights full of worry,
minding my feet on your lawn

i want to let you know that
i am feeling like its time to let you know that
i am ready to to let you know that:

1. mistakes, have been made
under markings of punctured skin and dis-embarking on paths that should have never been taken (i should have never went that way again;)

2. time, has been taken
i will never take the time to give you my time;

3. breathing you in, is causing me cancer
telling myself that your presence is one that can be handled, by the weakened hearted-such as myself is a lie;

i must no longer lie,
i must no longer pretend,
i must no longer proceed into the deep end

where so many of us have drowned before
he has drowned before me

symbolism of future endeavors/symbolism of past mistakes