so much pain felt in months. the days cease to collide. i am breathing deeper now. avoiding at all costs, the feeling that i feel when i FEEL. more fucked up, than ever before. i am angry. this hurt that continues to plague my skin. it consumes what is left of my ache and my pain.
FEELMESOTENDER. with your loving hands, i fail to commit adultery. although i know, i know him and it would be that easy. you wont ever keep a promise, i won't ever commit a sin. and i am paying for your mistakes, in him. he is small and ever so loving. and i mean threads to him. acres and miles. he is my everything and all, and i am his next of kin. believe it when i tell you, i have nothing else within.
IMNOTDRUGGED AND I SHOULDBE
IM NOT ON DRUGS CAUSE THEY FAIL ME
IM NOT DRUGS AND I SHOULD BE
IM NOT ON DRUGS CAUSE I SHOULD BE
IM NOT ON DRUGS AND I NEED TO
IM SELF MEDITATING MY MEANS TO
SURVIVE.